I am basically shy, do not open up quickly but do eventually. After 27 years with the same woman I have begun a search for sensuality. I do not seek an affair..but the understanding of why you are able to love and desire others when and while still loving the one. I also seek an outlet and reasoned critique of my ?poetry..I call them Writings as they do not conform to "proper" poetic cadence.
We spent most of the last four years as a homeless family living on the street in our cars and have only just begun to stabilise all with nothing but fight and arguements with the very agencies that claim to be there to help.
I am trying to understand the why's of my life...and I am afraid I am losing. |
